Well once again, I have come to the decision that I am going to be a nun or either an old cat lady... I just am having major trouble with these BYU-Idaho men... Not anyone in particular, just guys in general!
(this will be me in 80 years or so)
I have been going on a couple of dates with a really nice gentlemen (who will remain unnamed) But he is everything that I thought that I wanted in a guy. He is so nice, like a little cute puppy kind of nice (that was probably the worst explanation of how nice this guy is but he is nice okay?) Well he asked me to go country dancing and he is a really good dancer, so that is what kind of made us click, then we went to devotional together, and then we went dancing again and again. So basically I thought things were going to work out for once. But then I realize that I don't really like this guy... I just like dancing with him. I am sorry but for me to have an eternal relationship with someone I have got to have more to do than just dance all of the time.
Now I am left with just ignoring his invites to go dancing or tell him something like ".... Gentleman, (I almost said his name) I don't think this is going to work out. I didn't want to lead you on and that is why I haven't been replying to your txts lately. I am really sorry and I still consider you a friend.... Blah blah blah!!! Any way I put it, this is still going to be messy!
I wish things were clean cut and specific! ............ I also wish I could read people's minds .........I wish I could turn invisible...............and I wish that I was only 125 pounds............. but those things just are not going to happen... Please comment if you have any suggestions on how I could let him down slowly.... Gahhhh!
My Dating Life = Awkward